Happy March. From what I can tell driving around the countryside, it seems spring is on the way.
Updates have been a bit slow as I am now part of a delivery team driving freight all over the continental US. I edit, I drive, and I try to stay on top of the rest of my life from a van. Jess, my partner, has already bungie’d a desk to one side, and we’re planning to add a white board so I can write while we’re on the road. (Next to the freight if there’s room, of course.)
Living on the road is strange–but good:
It’s been eleven days since I set out on the road. 4805 miles. We drive as a team and deliver from Laredo to Detroit to Kansas City to…wherever. Whenever. I drove through all of Arkansas the other night, and a good bit of Texas the other night, and last night I slept between 3000 lbs of freight and the driver’s seat.
I’ve learned to live without constant conveniences. It’s a good trade. Kills the OCD tendencies. Every day on the road, I’m taking a hammer to every fear and anxiety I’ve ever had.
I used to have to take heavy duty tranquilizers to travel. I had to take back roads to drive around town.
Now, it’s like all of that is nothing. I’m realizing it was nothing. My priorities are more basic now: safe place to sleep, food, hygiene. Along the way I take pictures. We listen to Duncan Trussell together and I listen to ancient playlists while Jess sleeps.
Sometimes there are tornadoes. Sometimes there is snow. Sometimes the heater goes out in Indiana and it’s cold and we hide under the blankets and screech “it’s freezing! Screw this!”
and other times we doze with the windows open and the curtain fluttering over our toes, and it’s perfect.
When I was thirteen I imagined I’d live out of my car because my agoraphobia was so bad. I thought I’d be homeless and no one would know me and it would be terrible.
But it isn’t.
There are miles of stars in the desert at night. Fields of turbines in the Midwest. Sparkling cities. Tiny pit stops. And some intensely weird heckin’ stuff pretty much everywhere we go.
I don’t know where we’ll head next, but I think I’m getting the swing of this.
There’s quite a bit more in my travel diary, but that’s enough for now.
So what else is new?
Chapters 7 through 9 release on 3/3, 3/17, and 3/24 for $1 patrons
Bonus content releases on 3/17 for $5 patrons
Behind the scenes content will release on 3/24 for $15 patrons
What kind of frightening things await us?
- Sarah meets nunnehi Tsula…
- …who shares a rather romantic dance with her…
- …and disappears after giving Sarah a dire warning.
(Yes, there is still plenty of spooky stuff, I promise.)
For those in the higher tiers:
- A playlist for $5 patrons
- An illustration for $10 patrons
- And one of the deleted chapters from the third draft for $15 patrons.
As always, come have a look if you’re interested in LGBT lit with scary fairies, kpop, mashups, and having your feelings murdered ❤
Time for me to crash out while I still can.
Take care of yourselves out there, and maybe I’ll see you along the way.